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"So tired, so alive"

by Neal Sharma & The Sagebrush

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1.
Long day I walk now Don't know where I've stepped Except that I know how everything went Say, sometimes...I don't know when Long day it's been Don't know what I've had Darling, don't you know I'm sad with the way it was? At the time it could wait At the time it could The things that I would say.
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Sunlit 03:56
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Latrans 03:23
I could see my eye was red and burned as the sun draped down the hill And everything held a golden way of being I could see a coyote on the hill looking out beneath an oak And I could weep at the pain that they have known A long time I have known I need you Every way that I lean I find something I believe and hold tight Standing in the coolness of a creek watching egrets watching me Then tracing off down the bank where you had gone I could feel a burning in my heart thinking of the ones before and what it was when it feels like evermore A long time I have known I need you Every way that I lean I find something I believe and hold tight
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Don't you see? You think you oughta be asking me Please You're hardly giving the things we need at all It's just talk People hardly walk So share a thought, and pick it up -- move it on Believe Bitterly in search of something to set me free I wrote to you telling how best that I can do It might not seem much polite but pretty rough off hand off the cuff but maybe with some luck you'll believe Say what you can Hold out our hands May not be much unless there is love Solemnly the way that I am resigned to see all I can limited as a thing can be above the view looking half way through the sight the talk the ways that we move Believe
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I Saw You 03:40
I caught your brake lights on the Warrenella I saw your hand shoot to the side I didn't know him It didn't matter for what we saw there in the woods The eyes stood locked to decide Ears flattened to listen to decide You sure had spirit I felt your presence You drove right through it to the core I heard the wind move through the trees and just like that You were gone Now I picture you out there alone Belly down, moving wisdom that you know I can worry about you, you know? I can think of what my friends have told.
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I stood between the cars looking for you I felt my breath leave my body for the snow I thought you had gone off -- finally I resigned myself right there to my thoughts. I can't be lost beyond the pass where snow will fall and nothing lasts. The heat would hum and burn us up in the night I would claw my way back up towards the sun I would never feel like I was headed home with sweet grass and soft spots and all that. I can't be lost beyond the pass where snow will fall and nothing lasts. It burns enough without a match The days are long you'll see to that.
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Magnolia 02:52
The day I met you changed everything You laid your head down on my feet Back in the early days out in the dust Out back there under magnolia By where the powerlines cracked overhead side of the freeway and the summer stench With my arms around you every night. For many years now I've loved you I've been so enthralled by what you do I held you so closely every night yet when I awake you're out of sight. My heart wonders every time I feel your breath upon my hand. Believe me when I say I will watch you any way I can Anything I can do for you -- you know I will By where the powerlines sang overhead You make my heart stop and start again.
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I would if I could see through your eyes Taking in the scents on the rise Standing there on the hill looking out across the land Seeing as far as you can A row of trees traces on a line the grade is mostly keeping you concealed Set your nose to the ground, looking for a track to see if you can find your way home It's hard to see outside your being the way you want, the things that you need to go You feel the sound racing off a truck at sunrise, a cold rain coming down Could find your way along a fence seeking out an old creekbed green hills beyond calling you It's hard to see outside your being the way you want, the things that you need to move It's hard to see outside your being the way you want, the things that you need It's hard to see outside your being the things that I know the things that we owe to you
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I saw moonlight shine in your eyes still I saw the white of the sides looking up and your teeth -- an ivory sight as you lay beneath the cherry tree and my heart sank down to my knees I stooped close down to see what was left Nothing much there below halfway It was summer -- you drew your last breath The air was hot and heavy set God damn painful, I'd have to bet How long? I could barely think at all that night Felt like I didn't know them that night All I can see though I seethe and fight is the look that you held in your eyes Your sweet tongue there, lolled to the side. How long?
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Dusted 03:25
I was dusted and left out with the rain wondering The things that I could observe How you fit everything My shoulder cracked and burned like a time we once shared Now I'm a loss for words and the writing's on the wall I'm aware a sharp pain lives in my side, digging deep It could be the end of me but I'm trapped don't you see? Be it body Be it mind I think time is unknown I feel like we have grown. You're my friend but I am lost now

about

Neal Sharma | Vocals, Guitars
Jon Drinnan | Guitars
Jason Brownstein | Bass
Mike Cross | Drums

with

Matt Spady | Piano
Dan Potthast | Lap Steel, Pedal Steel
Jack Shirley | Organ

Eternal love and gratitude to my family and friends.

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released November 7, 2018

Engineered, mixed, and mastered by Jack Shirley
Recorded live to 2" tape at the Atomic Garden
Oakland, CA, USA, Earth
August - October 2018
Contact | nealpaulsharma@gmail.com
Cover Photo | Teddy Miller

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Neal Sharma | Vocals, Guitars

Jon Drinnan | Guitars

Jason Brownstein | Bass

Mike Cross | Drums

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